Sunday, May 24, 2009

ku bukan superstar


uhhh...another boring day, when i'm alone, i'm thinking that i'm not perfect, i dont know why i'm thinking like that, looking for the past few months and years, i know that what i'm doing before this was nonsense, but why i must looking for the past, it's better if i plan for my future, but not everyone thinking like me, i'm 23 and and coming soon 24, but nothing, i'm thinking that too old for me if i 24 years old and still like this, i dont like depends on everyone, but sometimes i feel like...u know...must,shit....i want to be independent....works sucks...owhh...tension...i'm not happy..arghhh...many problem...can't settle...maybe i have to 'muhasabah diri'...time can change the situation..but i can't waiting for it..our greatest glory is not in never failing but in rising every time we fall..